Having feelings sometimes can get you in some things that you dont want to be in. Its up to you change that and make sure your feelings are not involved in some things. My life is pretty complicated right now but i dont let it bring me down. With me men love to look at my but and boobs but i dont let that define me because that is not all that i am. I am more then that. I am a smart, tall, pretty young woman inside but some people dont know that because all they see is my body first.