Being Honest

Honesty Is The Best Policy

Being honest

Where you see yourself..

Where do you see yourself??

Flowers

We are diffrent flowers. We are diffrent shapes, and colors. We all life in many different seasons. Some bloom in the fall, summer,winter,and even spring and we are all still different. There are all kinds of bugs that come and rest on our petals but they might stay for a stort time or a long time. But sometimes they stay there for ever. They go through changes together and in the end they reproduce together. Just because you reproduce together doesn't mean that bug will stay on your petals forever. If that bug is ment to stay on your petals they will and you will know it. No flower is the same so don't close up your petals too fast cause that one bug will want to come and rest on one of your petals. Hope is important don't give up...

Sex & Love

Everyone Wants To What's Difference????

Well a lot of people are confused and can't easily tell the difference but if you know how to tell the difference it can be very easy to spot.

Sex.....

Sex can be with a stranger, a friend, or just someone you hook with on the weekend sex is just sex plain and simply. Males and Females sometimes don't understand when it's just sex. If a guy has sex with you and never call it was just sex. If a guy have sex with and rarely talks to you it was just plain on play with but the whole thing is you can get played. Don't get me wrong sex can be intimate it all depends on who the person and how the person feel for that person.

Love.....

Love is very intimate but it can be mistaken for sex being played when you think its love hurts the most. The person you love can hurt you the most that tell you what you want to hear and there the first one to hurt you.
Having sex when your in love can be amazing it can make you feel like on cloud nine. So don't confuse the too you could get your feelings hurt.

Love Can't Be Rushed

Love takes time to progress and most times you don't realize that the person you love could be right in front of you. It could be the one that was always there and you not know it. But not noticing could backfire and be too late. But if you realize early go after it don't let it get away. Me I fell in love with an amazing man but he didn't feel the same way. It hurts a lot to this day but its nothing I can do about it. I think about him all the time everyday but it comes a time where you have to move on. But how can you when your so confused and lost. You wonder was you was it what could you have done. But I realize it wasn't you girl. Sometimes I wish things can back to the way the were but I don't know how he feels about what happened. How does he feel I would like to know so I can be me again. Nothing hurts more then not knowing. I'm getting through it day by day. Do you remember that feeling when you first start meet a guy and you start texting each other,and you feeling nervous and your smiling and laughing at all the texts. I feel that everyday I don't want to feel this way is hard knowing we can't be together. Love is strong I would rather have you as friend then not all because it would just be hard me not to see you. Be Don't Rush Love cause Love is Patient and Love Is Kind who you love will be amazing because in the end you will feel it too and you will look back and smile.

Preparing

Growing up your parents want to prepare you for the world. School, Work but that don't prepare you for pain,love,heartbreak, or getting hurt. This kind of pain I wouldn't wish in my worse enemy. People take this a lot of ways its not easy getting over. It's hard work but you have to push yourself to or won't never get over it. Me I don't know how long it will take me but every day is hard.

Accepting Life As It Comes

Accepting life as it comes can be hard sometimes, most it wasn't your decision to get hurt, or be sad. You just have to accept it. At first it can feel like your whole world is falling apart and you don't know what to do. You might not want to get out of bed to face reality but at some point you will have too. Getting over the boulder can be the hardest decision you will ever have to make but after all the tears, the anger, and sadness you will realize that you can over come. You make   it over and it will be the best feeling. Me after I get over this boulder I want to myself think about everything that happened to me all the tears I fought hard not to let them fall and wonder where will I be in the end only this long summer journey will tell me.