Monday, June 24, 2013


No one wants to be afraid but I come out and say that I am I'm afraid of losing what we have I'm afraid that you will leave and it hurt me so much.  I feel like this every day not knowing is the worst part because I care about you so much. I know I have to face my fears but I'm scared to do that. I just don't want to see you go. You make me sooo happy. I feel if I have you I will be okay that I can be myself that I love myself the way I am and that no-one can ever put me down. Your the reason I can put my past behind me and everyone that has hurt me or said something to hurt me behind my back. After believing that I can face my fears I know that what ever happens we have each other I'm your clutch and your mine.

Saturday, June 22, 2013


Have you ever done something that you regret??

Of course we all do I have regrets to this day. But we move on and we don't let it tear our lives apart. Me I almost let a regret take control over my life. The thing I regret the most is letting him in my life. I have a big heart and I care for people and I consider myself very nice. He took my kindness for granted and till this day I can never forgive him for that. I wasted my time with him and on him. I missed out on a chance with someone that I never will know how it would have turned out. The one I missed out on he was always there for me when I needed him. But I'm glad I have a close relationship with him and that I still have him in my life.  So yeah I do regret being with him because of this and because of this he did not deserve a second chance. So I can say I regret this the most. But I won't let this keep me down because I move on and live my life because in the end he means nothing to me. It's crazy how you know feels to be hurt and you still hurt someone in that same way.

Don't hold on to regrets because it will hurt you in the end.