No one wants to be afraid but I come out and say that I am I'm afraid of losing what we have I'm afraid that you will leave and it hurt me so much. I feel like this every day not knowing is the worst part because I care about you so much. I know I have to face my fears but I'm scared to do that. I just don't want to see you go. You make me sooo happy. I feel if I have you I will be okay that I can be myself that I love myself the way I am and that no-one can ever put me down. Your the reason I can put my past behind me and everyone that has hurt me or said something to hurt me behind my back. After believing that I can face my fears I know that what ever happens we have each other I'm your clutch and your mine.